• 14 years old: I'm young but I know what I want. This isn't that hard, I'm all grown up already and have everything figured out.
  • 17 years old: Well, this is a little harder than I thought. School is almost ending. What am I going to do with my life?
  • 21 years old: What the fuck is going on? Where are my socks?

Can We Pause?

Sunday night I hung out at a party where I invited a guy I’ve been texting quite a bit lately. It’s the first time we’ve ever hung out. So we’re kinda awkward and then I drink about a million beers and all of a sudden we are going on an adventure drunk into the fields behind the house we were at. We end up laying down in the field and somehow end up kissing and then having sex and falling asleep. I woke up yesterday morning really confused and worried about my current state of being.
It was really rough sex so I am sore all over and I was covered in mud and grass.

Think I have a chance with him, now that we had sex the first time we hung out? 😕